Stuck at nothing

well, I know.  you might realize its been forever since the last post "das Eingeständnis" and I kinda regretted. all I know the reason is that I always searching for something I thought it was proper for my writings, but what happened back there was I'm just sitting around waiting for some superb great idea to pop out of wherever and take it, and I realize I'm just going to be waiting a long-long-long time:) 

so what can I learn and badly want to apply it in my human life here is 'don't wait-just start to do it'. instead spent my time and attention solving problems, looking for problems that need solving and be as useful as I can, simply start doing what valuable. well enough for the chit-chat:)

so here it is, I kinda have an urge to upgrade my writings skill due to this open~blurry future. So, start from 17 July 2018, I'm gonna do these blogging things, which one of issue that I always wondering what-how to. so I'm gonna start to write anything from my personal perspective and hope it would somehow work. I really do hope that i able to accomplish this thing and the thing can be something valuable and useful for anywho. love